The beginning

Ok, this is me!  The fat lady trying to do "something" but not able.

I need to loose some weight, I need to have some sanity.
I need to be in peace with my Creator, I need to "buscar" His face, I need to feel His presence.  So that's why I am doing this so I can write.
Write now my husband is going to swim with my son for 2 hours, but I don't want to go for to 2 hours at the gym.  He gets upset because I tell him that I wish he wont go for two hours.  At the end, I will do walking the weight out at home so he can go for his 2 hours swimming.
I will try to do 1 hour, I need to read my Bible, I have been good excetpt  for today.  I am reading Revelations... it is not that bad but it gaves me some nervous or some things in my stomack.
I am doing this because I want to be a better me!
Thank you Lord Jesus.